someone

i can't believe i miss someone so badly tat i wanted to see talk or jus plain glance just to know there someone is.i miss miss miss all the good time we had together.all the fun talk n jokes.i miss being relieved of stress.cannot even be there when i needed someone to.what happened?why do god do this to me?

again

why would this happened to me all the time?
even if i dream of happy ending,
why would u tease me,tantalise me
then take it all away?

what have i done in my past life to deserve this?
had i not been good
had i not play it right
am i not good enough?

i don't want to feel like this
but i desperately wants to feel what's it like to feel love
to be loved and to love...

why wouldn't i find the one who suits me?
is he there somewhere?
i hope so...
but my hopes are dashed yet again

can't believe

i can't believe i fall
i can't believe i mourn
i can't believe anything now

i am feeling emotional over the whole thing
why god wants to do this to me?
doesn't i deserve someone who is good?
just someone who is good to me that's all i ask
someone who is always there
not someone who keeps on disappearing
i thought it's in my grasp but sadly, no

what if my heart yearns for something but couldn't get
isn't this sad?
all that's left is me
me alone in this world

secrets...

people has secrets...
i mean who doesn't?i for one have alot that i don't even want to know.
speaking of that.i cannot wei.too much stuff can overload my brain especially when i am now having other things on my mind.please lah.too much information will die one loh.i seriously dying now.

be who u wan to be

Keep eyes open

Keep heart close

One day someone will come

Someone who truly loves you

For being you yourself

Until then

Enjoy your singular life

Where friends abound

Love where you are now

Be who you want to be

I know I suck at poetry.haha.

jus frens...

can boys n girls be just friends?according to a friend of mine,yes.according to another,no.
why is it so complicated?first thing that flashed to my mind is made of honour.but in the end both of them fell in love together and end up getting married.now i think that ending is not good.somehow it's impossible.then the song that jason mraz and colbie caillat sings together comes to mind again...lucky...about falling in love with ur best friend.is it that happily ever after?i don't believe.
another one told me about how she is crushing on someone who talked to her for a few hours.once.after tat they never talk again.is it counted?is the guy really interested in her?how to see whether a guy is interested in you?i couldn't give answer,i have no experience.i just question...haha
then again what about those people who wants two person at one time?isn't that abit too greedy?i think it's not fair if you said that if another one doesn't work out,at least got another back up.so if a guy rejected you,then you go to another one,is it fair?the guy will be forever your backup guy.
life is easy but unpredictable.it depends on how you handle the stuff life thrown at you.

lonely in the dark

lonely in the dark
suffocated in the bright

only in the dark
only i can see
only i realised
what i feel

only in the bright
i feel so confused
i feel so intimidated
i feel my way around
why can't i see?