someone

i can't believe i miss someone so badly tat i wanted to see talk or jus plain glance just to know there someone is.i miss miss miss all the good time we had together.all the fun talk n jokes.i miss being relieved of stress.cannot even be there when i needed someone to.what happened?why do god do this to me?

again

why would this happened to me all the time?
even if i dream of happy ending,
why would u tease me,tantalise me
then take it all away?

what have i done in my past life to deserve this?
had i not been good
had i not play it right
am i not good enough?

i don't want to feel like this
but i desperately wants to feel what's it like to feel love
to be loved and to love...

why wouldn't i find the one who suits me?
is he there somewhere?
i hope so...
but my hopes are dashed yet again

can't believe

i can't believe i fall
i can't believe i mourn
i can't believe anything now

i am feeling emotional over the whole thing
why god wants to do this to me?
doesn't i deserve someone who is good?
just someone who is good to me that's all i ask
someone who is always there
not someone who keeps on disappearing
i thought it's in my grasp but sadly, no

what if my heart yearns for something but couldn't get
isn't this sad?
all that's left is me
me alone in this world