be who u wan to be

Keep eyes open

Keep heart close

One day someone will come

Someone who truly loves you

For being you yourself

Until then

Enjoy your singular life

Where friends abound

Love where you are now

Be who you want to be

I know I suck at poetry.haha.

jus frens...

can boys n girls be just friends?according to a friend of mine,yes.according to another,no.
why is it so complicated?first thing that flashed to my mind is made of honour.but in the end both of them fell in love together and end up getting married.now i think that ending is not good.somehow it's impossible.then the song that jason mraz and colbie caillat sings together comes to mind again...lucky...about falling in love with ur best friend.is it that happily ever after?i don't believe.
another one told me about how she is crushing on someone who talked to her for a few hours.once.after tat they never talk again.is it counted?is the guy really interested in her?how to see whether a guy is interested in you?i couldn't give answer,i have no experience.i just question...haha
then again what about those people who wants two person at one time?isn't that abit too greedy?i think it's not fair if you said that if another one doesn't work out,at least got another back up.so if a guy rejected you,then you go to another one,is it fair?the guy will be forever your backup guy.
life is easy but unpredictable.it depends on how you handle the stuff life thrown at you.

lonely in the dark

lonely in the dark
suffocated in the bright

only in the dark
only i can see
only i realised
what i feel

only in the bright
i feel so confused
i feel so intimidated
i feel my way around
why can't i see?

chance

fate bring us together
we may not know wat future holds
if there's a chance,
will we be together?

my heart seems to close
will it ever open itself
to another being
why is it so hard?

for now i am sure
there's no chance
let it be
if it's fated
let it be

i give up figuring boys.it's no easy way to communicate with them.yes we girls have more emotional range.that doesn't mean they are easy to understand either.i can't help it but wonder if there's a guide book to guide us to find the 'one'.if we want to find the 'one',we go through so many guys,what's the purpose?if we are waiting for the 'one' and still waiting and waiting,wouldn't we be ending up a spinster?guys if not married called bachelor while girls called spinster.go figre.
my father wants me to find a boyfriend so that he can relax.he worried that his little girl cannot find a husband.my mother wants me to see when it's suitable then only be in a relationship.however, i am too blur to know when the guy is interested in me or not.how would i know?i know how to make friends but love stuff?i couldn't.who else knows that getting a relationship is as hard as leaving a relationship.maybe i am doomed to be alone but i would like a taste of what it's like.to be able to feel how's it's like to be loved.haha me drowsy and blurr d.

now what if a girl was interested in a guy who has a girlfriend?somehow all the good guys got girlfriend.what happened then?
haha too much ranting d.gota go do essay

so what?

alot of incidents happened today that pissed me off.first of all, i finished my essay at 3 am in the morning.i think my essay is good enough to be passed up. happily i go and email my draft to the lecturer.i manage to sleep at 4 am but i hav a lecture at 9.guess i have to wake up at 8.how many hours of sleep?4 hours onli loh.so i decided to skip the first lecture.
when i woke up at 9, a friend of mine message that the lecture is taking attendance.wat the?rush to uni to find out from another friend that it's best not to go into lecture hall.waited outside.go for second lecture to find out that it's actually ok to go into the lecture late.sigh.wat the?
boring two lectures afterwards,went to get lunch and then on to workshop.i didn't manage to finish my workshop because the room is so hot with minimal airconditioning.halo?u guys earn alot from us d.can u jus please on the aircon?
then i receive an email from my lecturer.she said that my essay is too messy and i have to meet her.great,just what i needed.so i went to print my essay out to be corrected by my lecturer,met a guy.a very gossipy guy who doesn't believe i don't have a boyfriend.yes i don't.so what?