i give up figuring boys.it's no easy way to communicate with them.yes we girls have more emotional range.that doesn't mean they are easy to understand either.i can't help it but wonder if there's a guide book to guide us to find the 'one'.if we want to find the 'one',we go through so many guys,what's the purpose?if we are waiting for the 'one' and still waiting and waiting,wouldn't we be ending up a spinster?guys if not married called bachelor while girls called spinster.go figre.
my father wants me to find a boyfriend so that he can relax.he worried that his little girl cannot find a husband.my mother wants me to see when it's suitable then only be in a relationship.however, i am too blur to know when the guy is interested in me or not.how would i know?i know how to make friends but love stuff?i couldn't.who else knows that getting a relationship is as hard as leaving a relationship.maybe i am doomed to be alone but i would like a taste of what it's like.to be able to feel how's it's like to be loved.haha me drowsy and blurr d.

now what if a girl was interested in a guy who has a girlfriend?somehow all the good guys got girlfriend.what happened then?
haha too much ranting d.gota go do essay